Falling ain’t that bad, you know.
Before you start reading this post, I’ll introduce you to an inspirational youtube video I’ve seen many many times.. the best bit starts at 00:45.
Till now, I had watched it for a little extra dose of motivation. And then posted it on facebook everytime. 5-7 friends would like it. After a few times, one or two would even ask – ‘Haven’t you posted this a hundred times already‘?
But I never really ‘utilized’ the video.
Until two days back.
My hands felt cold and wet. My feet were aching with pain. And I could hear people whizzing past me. But I didn’t hear any other voices. Except one. That of Rocky saying – ‘Keep moving forward!‘ And so, I got back up on my knees. Dragged myself to the edge of the ice rink. And got myself back up. And went back to skate-walking my way holding on to the edge of the ice skating rink. Who knew the voice of Sylvester Stallone had so much magic! 😛
This was my first time at an ice-skating rink. Ever.
It was an easy option to just keep going around the rink holding on to the edge. But that felt so boring. So, I acted all brave and let go of the edge. A few tentative steps and slides on the ice. And felt like I could did it. And the dream story goes on..
.. not exactly. I did manage to fall over 3 more times. I think I am still as crap at ice-skating. But it was fun. It wouldn’t have been as fun if I hadn’t fallen a single time. Falling ain’t that bad, you know.
I have also taken up another hobby recently. Climbing. Well, bouldering, to be precise.
I’ve joined the Nottingham Climbing Centre which has some interesting climbing walls and a very fun logo (this happens to be on my keychain as well, and I feel incredibly proud of it)
I have been stuck on a particular ‘problem’ for a couple of weeks. I refer to it as ‘the yellow one that I’ve been stuck on’. Till a week back, I was stuck on one of the moves, which required a bit of hold and stretch that I was unable to manage. But with my new climbing shoes, I managed to do that easily last Wednesday. But looks like the big bad yellow problem had another surprise for me. I was just a few centimeters from the top, but couldn’t reach the last hold. And so, I went for it. It was a little bit risky, but was worth it. Oops. I slipped and fell. Of course, there was big thick mat below and I didn’t hurt myself at all, and I brushed the fall off. And along with it, brushed of all the chalk powder that I had fallen into too. 🙂
I had a go at the yellow one 2 more times, and fell 2 more times, trying different ways to get to the top. Each fall was disappointing. But equally satisfying. Because, I knew I went for it. Without the fear of falling. Or failing.
My only regret: Nobody took a photo or video of me falling at either the ice rink or the climbing wall. That would have made a hilarious post, or even a youtube viral video – fat man falls from the top of the climbing wall. 🙂